no wonder the world isnt the safest place anymore

2009,the last year of my school year,damn it..i thought everything gonna turns out the way i want it to be,sadless to say.it isnt..the suckest year for me,when my mom left us to teach at new school,honestly i was sad.but still aku okayy je sbb slalu sgt aku kene compare dgn other student sbb mak aku cikgu,well do u know how it hard for me to fit in???susah,nakal sikit xboleh,diam sgt xboleh.anything i do was mistakes to them,cikgu sigs semue judge aku sesuke hati,buli aku sesuke hati.well sometimes bkn stakat aku,mak aku pun kene reject sbb aku.jahat sgt ke aku neyy?mak aku bwt ape sehh kt dyeorg smpai kteorg kne mcmney?smpai mak aku kene pindahkn kt SAB.they think i have no clue what had happened,tp sbenany aku tawu.xsgke org yg aku slalu respect,haishh..tahh lahh,aku respect smue cikgu actually,kekdg tuh cikgu yg aku xsuke makin lame makin aku kenal,makin aku syg dye..mcm cikgu azalina,dye baek je.kekdg kteorg je nakal,sbb tuh dye mrh.tp for a certain teacher,i dont know why i hate them so bad even dyeorg tuh actually kawan mak aku,they were so mean & rude,they even sometimes dont act like a teacher suppose to be.aku igt bile mak da pindah,da xde sebok lagi psl aku,its just the same but it turn worst.aku diam kn je,tp hari neyy,aku sgt xtahan dgn cikgu cikgu neyy,for once,.pls cikgu back off,get a life,aku xkacau ank korg,so jgn kcau ank org laen.skrg neyy aku respect lg,diamkn lg,xpernah melawan or even kurang ajar dgn cikgu.but i really hope yg dyeorg sedar i'm not as bad as they think i am,mak dgn ayah pun slalu mrh aku klau aku ckp aku kecik hati dgn cikgu or kekdg gdo ngn sesape pun kt skolah,but the real things that happen is,aku xde pun nk gdo ngn sesape.org suke buli aku,bkn nk ckp ape,aku xpernah melawan,sometimes i never stand up for myself,yelaa if kene aku sorg je xpe,tp kene jugak kt mak aku nnt.
nampak mcm mrh tp aku sbenany sedih ,bayangkn lah cikgu pun mcm ney?anak murid nk jd ape sehh?
sorry cikgu tp mak byk sgt cerite psl cikgu yg kekdg aku rse knp cikgu neyy jd cikgu?
for those yg carik psl,pls pls pls..aku xde nk carik psl ngn korg or ape,i had a life & i'm living it,aku xamek taw psl sesape pun,sometimes i dont even talk to people yg aku x baek sbb aku cume trust kengkwn aku je,& aku xnk org taw psl aku,i've tried living in a shadow,susah sgt ke x jd kepoh?for once,jgn kepoh hal org laen,kite xleh tutop mulot org tp kte boleh bwt dyeorg xde ape nk ckp psl kte.tp aku da try,aku diam je..but still ade je yg nk taw,nk sibok.get a life.aku xsuke lahhh!!!