we'r different & none of us are perfect arent we?some say ur strength is ur weakness.i've found mine,& i believe u've ur own too.okayy..people often say i'm a ''bullier material'',semua pembuli tgk aku mcm nyumnyum 'yes,inilah sajian pilihan kuh bulan ini' mcm senggal.dyeorg pun ckp aku neyy penakot,err.yeahh mybe.but the thing is i'm brought up this way & thank god aku neyy mcm neyy.my parents mybe too overprotected,the truth is i'm thankful to be in this family,while every teenager having fun of their life & ruining their future,i'm sitting home bonding with my family.sometimes i wish to be one of those girls who their parent said'okayy,adik nk keluar?okayy pergi laa,mak xkesah. tp naseb lahh mak dgn ayah xmcm tuh.
lagi lagii..aku penakot,sbb tuh org selalu pijak kepale aku,hurt aku,buli aku,carik psl tp aku jugak yg kne.this is because my parents thought me to be sincere with everything i do or did,xkesah pade sape pun espcially 'the enemy'.ayah ajar bia org buat kite jgn kite buat org. everything is spinning around but its not our job to stop it & lepaskn dekat org laen?we ourselves is the punching beg,bkn surrounding.makin besar kite belajar mcm mcm,tp kite makin jaoh dgn diri kte sndri.kite ckp org FAKE,but the biggest loser is ourself,the 'wanabe'.we'r losing ourselves ,kite just xperasan je. we want & wish for everything ,but kite xpernah brsyukur ape yg kite da ade.at the end,we'r losing everything including what we already had. smue org same je di sisi tuhan (mmg skema,tp aku mmh cmney bile da dpt hidayat ;)) this morning,i open my eyes & wondering how lucky i am to stay alive & ad kesedaran.every night,before i go to sleep,aku muhasabah diri..sbb tuh aku penakot,cuz we'r different aku xpernah akn hurt org,tp org selalu hurt aku,bia lah jd penakot.aslkn aku selamat dgn tuhan,& thank god aku kenal dgn org yg baek baek ;) aku selalu nanges sbb kekdg aku xkn lepas dgn ckp or mrh,who ever read this mybe ad expression yg 'eww','yeye' gile.its okayy,its just a blog..psl aku,
people who make me strong,as much as they hurt me,they'r the best thing that ever happen in my life ;)
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lastly ,my true friend's ;)
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